No matter how much it breaks my heart. We can never go back to the start. Today I realized you really walked away and all the praying I did was just swepted away. As long as your happy, thats all I care for. Even if it isnt happiness with me. Years from now, I'll onily be a distant memory. Someone you look back on and think about ocassionally. It really scares me. To know thtas to know who I will be to you but I guess you have to do what you have to do. But I wont forget the talks, I deffinatlly wont forget all thoes tears, I wont forget you, and inside, I know you wont forget me. You touched my heart unconditionally. I onily have one more thing to ask you. Think of me, even if you don't want to. Think of me when youre telling someone else "I do" Think of me when your starting a family. Think of me when you finnaly start being happy and then just compare it, with how it could of been with you and me. When im lonely on Halloween or lonley on random nights. I will think of your beautiful colored eyes, I will think of you at night, Holding me close in your arms... I'll hear your voice telling me "Its alright" We always said "We belong together" just like one of our songs, and we said we had no reason to cry. But now you arnt here, and thats my reason. If anyone tries to shatter your world. If anyone tries to bring you down. Or when your feeling lonely and unhappy. Just think of my hand on your body. Think of my hand going through your hair. Me touching your skin everywhere. And when you opean your eyes, and realise that im not there, just know Your in my heart and you'll Forever be in there.
Malicious Barbie · Thu Dec 25, 2008 @ 06:48am · 0 Comments |