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My name is Sarah

I am but three,


My eyes are swollen


I cannot see,


I must be stupid


I must be bad,


What else could have made


My daddy so mad?


I wish I were better


I wish I weren't ugly,


Then maybe my mommy


Would still want to hug me.


I can't speak at all


I can't do a wrong


Or else I'm locked up


All the day long


When I awake I'm all alone


The house is dark


My folks aren't home.


When my mommy does come


I'll try and be nice,


So maybe I'll get just


One whipping tonight


Don't make a sound!


I just heard a car


My daddy is back


From Charlie's Bar.


I hear him curse


My name he calls


I press myself


Against the wall.


I try and hide


From his evil eyes


I'm so afraid now


I'm starting to cry.


He finds me weeping


He shouts ugly words,


He says its my fault


That he suffers at work.


He slaps me and hits me


And yells at me more,


I finally get free


And I run for the door.


He's already locked it


And I start to bawl,


He takes me and throws me


Against the hard wall.


I fall to the floor


With my bones nearly broken,


And my daddy continues


With more bad words spoken.


"I'm sorry!", I scream


But its now much too late


His face has been twisted


Into unimaginable hate.


The hurt and the pain


Again and again


Oh please God, have mercy!


Oh please let it end!


And he finally stops


And heads for the door,


While I lay there motionless


Sprawled on the floor.


My name is Sarah


And I am but three,


Tonight my daddy,


Murdered me.


child abuse,
MAKE IT STOP!

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