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The day in the life of Stella.
Just poetry and what not that comes to me at random intervals of time when I'm sittin' in my good ole' computer chair.
Here I am.
Standing as tall as I can.
My arms are raised and I'm swaying to the beat.
Then I see you.
My heart skips a beat.
My breathe gets short.
I'm frozen to the ground.
Then her arms wrap 'round my waist.
How wrong this feels,
to watch you walk.
And I wonder..
Why do I feel so safe.
Wrapped in her arms when you're not around.
You've come and wrapped your arms around my waist.
And I just seem to die.
I've never felt this way before.
Each touch sends fire across my skin.
Each kiss burns upon my lips.
And I wonder..
How did this become so real.
How could I've been so dumb.
I've always loved you.
Tonight it seems so unreal.
The flames die down.
The music dies.
I'm all alone.
In my room.
I'll dream of you and wake with a scream.
I'll never get to hold you.
It's tearing me apart.






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commentCommented on: Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 12:10am
..?


commentCommented on: Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 12:13am
It speaks. *Gasp*



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commentCommented on: Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 12:17am
well. i don't understand this piece.
and i'm not ignoring. if i'm not the one to start the conversation everyone thinks i'm ignoring them.


commentCommented on: Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 12:22am
I love you. That's all it's saying. I have one other person that makes me feel safe, but I feel so much more amazing when I'm around you. I say I love you so easily, but this time...I actually mean it.



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commentCommented on: Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 12:24am
but it seems like it's saying, basically, you're letting someone else hold you and kiss you etc. when i'm not around.


commentCommented on: Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 12:25am
Well I'm not.
Yeah, she constantly has her arms around my waist when I'm upset, but it's not what she or you think it is..I don't feel that way about her.



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commentCommented on: Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 12:30am
oh. well. okay then.


commentCommented on: Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 12:33am
Sorry if it sounded wrong..



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commentCommented on: Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 12:33am
no you're fine. if you want to talk, i'll answer a comment. not the journal stuff. it's too much work.


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