Wow, I havent written ANYTHING in months! Oh well, it happens.
Well life got very shitty since the school year started. I rather be somewhere else instead of that horrible school. I feel like I'm REALLY out of place there ( well I was already, but now its more..... noticible) I lots a few friend now cause of that retarded fad of Twilight ( they dont like me anymore, cause I dont like it, and I rather watch Harry potter then their sparking f*****t Edward)
ANYWAY, I gotten Really close with one of my long time friends. I think, when I was hanging out with those other two, I felt ashamed for quite some time. then more towards the end of our so called "friendship" (actrually its more that I was a 3rd wheel and if they needed me, they'll call) I realise that they are complete jerks and dont know s**t. They think its ok to do thing if you under age, well they can ******** off. I have the ******** decenties (wtf wat) to ******** wait (But I dont want to smoke, nor drink ^^) and then I wrote something about it ( last year on my Myspcae blog) they read it, gave me they "wise a**" thinking, and OFF THEY GO. I then lit the fire of all my old friendship with others. I 'm GLAD they are no longer part of my life. I'm better off now (well as of friend, that is)
MORE RECENT CRAP
I been depressed and a few other things as well. I been sick most of this year and its reallly sad. And I realise I have some sort of mental illness but I dont know what its called ( I usrally call it crazy or insane but what ever) The reason why i SAY THIS, its because I talk to myself (oh that normal... )BUT WAIT... I answer myself as we'll, I can have very in-deph conversation with myself, like there really someone else there. Plus I get into mood slings every now and then..... I'm gonna stop, I cant think anymore TRIFORCE biggrin
Well life got very shitty since the school year started. I rather be somewhere else instead of that horrible school. I feel like I'm REALLY out of place there ( well I was already, but now its more..... noticible) I lots a few friend now cause of that retarded fad of Twilight ( they dont like me anymore, cause I dont like it, and I rather watch Harry potter then their sparking f*****t Edward)
ANYWAY, I gotten Really close with one of my long time friends. I think, when I was hanging out with those other two, I felt ashamed for quite some time. then more towards the end of our so called "friendship" (actrually its more that I was a 3rd wheel and if they needed me, they'll call) I realise that they are complete jerks and dont know s**t. They think its ok to do thing if you under age, well they can ******** off. I have the ******** decenties (wtf wat) to ******** wait (But I dont want to smoke, nor drink ^^) and then I wrote something about it ( last year on my Myspcae blog) they read it, gave me they "wise a**" thinking, and OFF THEY GO. I then lit the fire of all my old friendship with others. I 'm GLAD they are no longer part of my life. I'm better off now (well as of friend, that is)
MORE RECENT CRAP
I been depressed and a few other things as well. I been sick most of this year and its reallly sad. And I realise I have some sort of mental illness but I dont know what its called ( I usrally call it crazy or insane but what ever) The reason why i SAY THIS, its because I talk to myself (oh that normal... )BUT WAIT... I answer myself as we'll, I can have very in-deph conversation with myself, like there really someone else there. Plus I get into mood slings every now and then..... I'm gonna stop, I cant think anymore TRIFORCE biggrin
As of rn (10/18/2021) I’m 30 and I haven’t been on here in ******** years
If you see me, no you didn’t.
If you see me, no you didn’t.