I'm lost amongst the lovers.
Familiar with all the loners.
Forgotten amongst the dreamers.
Lost amongst the children.
Unwelcomed amongst the adults.
Welcoming arms wrap around me.
Holding me there while I'm still of some use.
These arms melt away with time and turn to angry fists.
Each blow breaking who I am.
Making everything harder.
I promised I would behave.
Promised I wouldn't cry.
I've betrayed you.
I accept the inevitable.
A few slaps across the face and a punch in the stomach.
It wasn't so bad.
I'm still standing..
Not for long.
Each blow you forced upon me made me hate who I am.
Each blow ended up as a pill.
It was just to forget and ease the pain.
It isn't fair the way you treat me.
I wish I was stronger.
But I'm not and you are.
This is how it has to end.
Seems I'll always lose when it comes to the end..
I hope six feet under is happier than I dreamed it.
Familiar with all the loners.
Forgotten amongst the dreamers.
Lost amongst the children.
Unwelcomed amongst the adults.
Welcoming arms wrap around me.
Holding me there while I'm still of some use.
These arms melt away with time and turn to angry fists.
Each blow breaking who I am.
Making everything harder.
I promised I would behave.
Promised I wouldn't cry.
I've betrayed you.
I accept the inevitable.
A few slaps across the face and a punch in the stomach.
It wasn't so bad.
I'm still standing..
Not for long.
Each blow you forced upon me made me hate who I am.
Each blow ended up as a pill.
It was just to forget and ease the pain.
It isn't fair the way you treat me.
I wish I was stronger.
But I'm not and you are.
This is how it has to end.
Seems I'll always lose when it comes to the end..
I hope six feet under is happier than I dreamed it.
