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ok well telling all of what ive said in the other entrys are a little personal
but it is kinda worth it because i and many others think that i am a good writer but its ALL true
esspecaly about that guy that are the reasons ive been writing
well let me get started from all the way to the beggining. wahmbulance WARNING wahmbulance watch out for puddles of water after your done reading this LOOONNNGGG story

It all started when......

I woke up with excitment. It was the first day of school! i got dressed, ate, then got on the bus. I thought all the way there "oh no...i might not get any new friends;are the teachers mean;do i look good;is my scheduale gonna be hard?" The thought frightened me but when i got to homeroom i saw tons of people staring. My homeroom teacher had assined seats with our name on our schedule. I, knowing my self, didnt read the board which said to find our seat. So i kinda was emmbarased because i had to get moved from the seat I sat in but it wasnt that bad. After 7 periods, i got to gym, which I hated and still do but we there also had assigned seats on where to sit because it was two classes together. A couple of people from my old school surronded me. But in front I saw the CUTTEST person in front of me. He kinda looked irish because he kind of looked like a singer named Declan Galbraith. I freaked and asked my new friend beside me if he was irish, not knowing EVERYONE thought he was strange. But i thought thats kinda strange so everyone started to talk while we waited for the teachers to come out. So i said randomly " Im the weirdest girl ever." and the person infront of me(the cute one) slide back and asked me how and we started to talk for a while then the teachers came out so he slide back to his seat.......
After the bell had rang, i went to health and guess who was there! HIM! I was soo happy even though i barly know him that well back then. So every time we get the chance to talk...we did and we did forever and when the teacher said to stop we still didnt. It was fun. But one day, we were talking about some stuff and i cant remember what i did or said but he was being nice enough he was upside down(his head from his seat) and asked me if i was alright and i said yeah and it kept on going. After a while(like two months or so) we became great friends and said hi whenever and just well...talked...a lot! So at that time i knew i was falling for him(thats what the other entrys are about) and a friend from last year knew that i liked him a lot and for weeks she kept telling him to ask me out but he didnt. So one day the teachers put people into groups and so my friend from last year picked him and i was working with my partner and then we somehow got closer together so that i was close enough for us to be able to talk and so my friend came over to me and asked me if she wanted me to let her go ask him out for me but i didnt exactly know if he liked me that much but i did and so i said no and no over again untill i said fine since she was getting on my nerves. So she went back to him and before i knew it she came over to ask me out for him and what else was i going to say other than yes!! Only thing is that i didnt exactly believe her because she is the type to lie and steal but oh well... so we were together for a while but what i wondered the most was why he wasnt even saying hi to me. He didnt even sit infront of me so we could talk. NOTHING!!! I was confused. so after a while i got my friend to talk to him and say that if he wanted to break up with me then he could at that point but what i heard from from my friend is that he didnt answer. So i thought that was kinda good but the only thing is that he actualy wasnt scared to tell people that i was his girlfriend which was good....... but after a while it never changed... its been torture because i need him and thats why i suffer when i leave school every day so i try to get every glance at him as i could which still happens till this day but back to the past.......................... so now most of my friends are getting him back but only thing is that he goes over my friends neighborhood and i freak because i wish it was me but i still die inside but he doesnt know.
OK. i have to get into this since i loved that day and cant wait for the next. So i had a field trip three days ago and my friend and i were playing tug of war with him but he was the only one on that side and he won but the only reason why is because he had the easier side to win on because we were at the science center and after that he came over to me and my friend and said something that was sooo funny tht i almost fell on the ground but then we had to leave to go to the movie our grade was assigned to go to and so we did but my friend who was friends with him was next to me and i tell her everything and he id only a coulple seat to the right of me and she was to my right to and so she says random stuff like i want to marry him(i knda do!lol) and she keeps doing that and then he finaly talks to me in a long time! and he says that im obssesed with him because he obviouly listens to my friend who tells him every thing since she is his friend too but it was kinda true because ive gone insane because i see his face everywere and EVERYTHING reminds me of him.

And still now a days...... its still quiet but the only thing that breaks the silence is me crying in the night... wanting HIM!!!!!

This obviously goes to Brandon the one who i love and the "he" and the "him" is Brandon...the only thing is...... this is ALL true but the part i cry for him only
luckily he wolnt read this even though hes my friend on my other account and he can get to my journal but the he'll know MORE and that... might change things...



This is a 100% true story of when i first saw him untill now. NONE i repeat NONE was made up.

Thank you for reading this! i hope you enjoyed it!!! comment PLEASE!!!