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You're so nice! icon_heart.gif I always knew you were the caring-est person when it comes to counseling and cheering people up! You and Mr.Neiko were so nice to me. Vanessa called me sick and twisted, and she said I never respect her decision. How could she? For all these years, I let her decide almost everything. Whenever O said something and she didn't like it, I would back off. And now she says I NEVER respected her decision. It makes me feel like all my care is in vain. icon_crying.gif Not only that, after I said bye to you and Mr.Neiko, she emailed me two hate mails.

Vanessa said that I hurt her alot. But she didn't even think how much SHE hurt ME. I was crying, wanting someone to hug, someone to say, "It's okay, May..." I got my second wish, but I had nothing to hug. I felt so alone, so misunderstood, so sad...when I try to get Vanessa to understand my opinion on things, all she said was, "How am I wrong? It's you that's wrong!" She doesn't calmly talk to me, I think I trusted her too much....

I bet you're probably thinking why we are fighting. Well, I think I gotta tell you. icon_sweatdrop.gif Remember when we were playing truth or dare? When she said truth, I told her through MSN that I was going to ask if she ever kissed anyone before. For a while, she said nothing. Then I figured she must be okay with it, so I said it. Then after that she barked mean things at me. icon_crying.gif She didn't even try to listen to what I have to say. You just sat there and said nothing, so I just turned around and started crying. Then Vanessa did the same. Mr.Neiko got up and told us to stop hating.

Then she left. Mr.Neiko came to me and tried to make me feel better. I really appreciated that. Both of you made me feel loved again, so I decided to be happy. icon_whee.gif Anyways....

I think your avi is so cute! So adorable! icon_heart.gif It's the cutest thing I ever seen in my life! icon_heart.gif My birthday's on June 13. And I'm the youngest of all my friends. I usually pretend to cry to get attention. icon_smile.gif Where do you live? I live in Providence, in Rhode Island. I go to 6th grade, where I met a bunch of mean peopel. I like your quest outfit. But I think you look good just the way you are. icon_wink.gif I think I'm obsessed with Gaia now, and I am trying to get my dream outfit!

It's not really much to ask for, just a schoolgirl outfit. ....Okay, so maybe that IS a little too much to ask for. So? Anyways, you're so adorable! You remind me of Tyler alot, but Tyler isn't as cute. icon_wink.gif Tyler does that up and down like you, and he even acts like you. (He complains about being too loved when me and two other girls were chasing him around, I did it just for the fun of it icon_whee.gif ) Maybe we can meet again one of these days somewhere! How about The center of 01090? You can choose where to meet! (Oh, and about me saying I'm innocently, plenty of people said M-rated things to me, so my ears aren't as innocent. (I have the heart of a three-year-old!))

Sorry about the long message. I just wanted to tell you everything.