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lately ive bin thinking alot about life and how you live it and why sometimes u wish u couldent live it like go to sleep and never wake up i no i wish that all the time sleep is solum and so is reading life never ends up being waht u want it to be. like if u make a big mistake dont give up ive already gave up its too late for me to go bak. im a nice person color coated with insanity, mentalisation,suicidal,5 differnt personalitys,drug use and it didnt even affect me,drinking,sex,ive dun alot of s**t ive even joined the gang bloods when i was 7 with my sis emily thats how she died she got killed for backing out i foloed her in that disishon and now there after me and everyone i love that why i push al of u away i cant handle it.watching ppl die over me my mom was a pyscho b***h she stabbed me when i was 2 and she abused me till i was 10 and then she hung herself in my room right infront of me the day after emily died and my dad abused me from 10-through 14 and im insane ive bin in an insane asileum they let me out they made a huge mistake o.e this game is the only thing i can act normal on and my bff cristina shes the only person keeping me from insanity and death she helps me but no one can fill the holes in me♥♥♥
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