this ******** sucks. i haven't talked to my girlfriend in weeks. i feel like i'm being ignored. i hate the fact that i care about her feelings more than my own.
i don't want to end it. but, if it comes to it i probably would have too. this sucks because everytime we talk, she'll just send me one text and that's about it. but, sometimes when we do talk, we argue. there's no ******** communication. i hate this. it always makes me feel like i did something ever so ******** wrong. i love that i'm starting to fall for her, but this doesn't help. it just makes me fall right out of it.
My life is so sucking at this point. I mean, i have some good times. but, people just ******** suck. My dad is a douche, my brother can be a jerk to me, my dad's girlfriend is a snitch, all of my friends NOW have a problem with eachother, i keep getting sick, school is getting stressful and i still can't find a way out. and suicide is stupid. so, the only way out of it is to deal with it and move on, i guess.
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