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Didnt sleep for three days in order to get my sleeping habits back to normal.
Passed out at 10am this morning and slept for four hours. God I'm an idiot sometimes.
Down to final disc of One Piece. I dont want it to end.
Instead of studying I'm busy reading Fever 1793 and The Stand so now everytime someone coughs I'm convinced they have a plague of some sort.
The lasy next door didnt find it very funny. I was half asleep reading The Stand at around 4am this morning when she decided to have a shower with the window open.
Her bathroom is right next to my room.
So when she sneezed loudly out the window I couldnt help but yell, Rather tiredly, "Steven king says that means you have the plague" at the top of my lungs.
Where does my sence of reason go at the early hours of the morning?
*Sigh*

Uh, I think Josh is asking me to the ball.
That is weird. And I dont want to have to wear a dress. gonk
I'm confused. I dont know what he's getting at but if it involves me in a dress then no ******** way.
But it's Josh, What would he want from me? Odd.
Urgh, I hate this sort of topic, Someone always gets hurt.

I keep getting this feeling like I should care more.
like I should care more about exams and life and s**t.
I've tried studying some more but I just cant get into it.
Read Hamlet again. Read the poems again. Thought about the film. Felt like I was going to fail.
Which brings me to the creepyness of someone replying to my journal through a private message.
Not to say I didnt appreciate it - Because I did - It's just a tab creepy. I didnt know that anyone actually read this thing. ^^;;

Great, ******** great.
Now Ian and Michael 'cant be friends' because Hayley thinks they should "Distance themselves from each other". *Sigh*
Poor Michael. Poor Ian.
I'm really starting to feel like Lilly on this matter. I've just about stopped caring what happens.

My head hurts. I want to read more of The Stand but when I do I feel guilty about not studying. Damn school, Drilling guilt into me or something.
So I'm on the conputer instead.
Mmm, Logicful.

Bless this tiny alley
We have fallen from tall buildings
We have fallen
bless the birth of him
the chapel he was killed in

All these tiny flowers
they have sat under the sidewalk
They have waited for the pieces
of the summer sun to show us

All that is your beauty and
all that is your treasure
I could smell your skin beside me
say I hope I'm here forever

But captain with your lovers
with your list of favorite pillows
with your favorite list of children
and the wall where you drew windows

Overlooking tiny gardens
cut in two by jagged mountains

And the secret sacred sharing
that went on beside the fountain

Where the water waits forever
for a tiny tiny treasure
That will rise up and recover
that will leave this tiny alley

When you meet me in the garden
with your wings all dipped in cedar
All these spirits brushing past me
brushing past me in the ether

Say "all this is window dressing
all you are is flimsy curtains
you will flame up with a word from us
and won't know that you're burning." - Part of Okkervil Rivers' "For The Captain."

Damnit, I need to hear Logan play either this or "Just One More"
I need to hear his voice right now so I can feel something again.
It's far too creepy not to feel.