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first there was me, then there was a miscarridge, then there was my sister, then today, there was a miscarridge sad crying

I was at school when this happened to my mum... my sister was at home.

the first miscarridge was meant to be born on march 10 1996 or 97

this one was meant to be born June 10 next year, yeah, I know,
creepy numbers, chii!

I was soooo upset when I heard the news of this one, i was too young to remember the other one.

miscarried baby 1, is a girl
miscarried baby 2, is a boy

so that one has 3 older sisters, 2 here living on earth,
and one in heaven with him... chii,
atleast it happened for a reason, so M1 baby wouldnt be lonely while she waits for the rest of us.

But, its still hard to get over, my mum has to lie down all day (poor thing) chii! It was meant to be a surprise, but it got ruined,
but mum doesnt want anymore, her body cant take it, chii.

Oh well, she still has me and my sister (2 HEALTHY kids)
She knew it was gonna happen, it was too sick to live anyway.

cry crying