ya its my birthday
and so far the worst ever.
my dad is drunk
he doesnt care what i want.
i dont want to live with him and his stupid a** anymore.
i want to go back to california.
i want to be able to start voice lessons and dance lessons
but no.
my dad wastes all the monay on his beer.
stupid poison.
maybe he thinks it helps.
im sure the hell not going to the temple with him.
i dont want to be sealed to anyone who lied to the bishop.
he is an lying drunken jerk.
i want him to leave me the hell alone.
i wish Mikie was online right now.
i love him with all my heart.
and i love it when i log on
and it says i have 4 new messages
and they are all from him saying how much he loves me.
I love him just as much if not more.
i cant wait until the day i can see him.
i love you Mikie.
and so far the worst ever.
my dad is drunk
he doesnt care what i want.
i dont want to live with him and his stupid a** anymore.
i want to go back to california.
i want to be able to start voice lessons and dance lessons
but no.
my dad wastes all the monay on his beer.
stupid poison.
maybe he thinks it helps.
im sure the hell not going to the temple with him.
i dont want to be sealed to anyone who lied to the bishop.
he is an lying drunken jerk.
i want him to leave me the hell alone.
i wish Mikie was online right now.
i love him with all my heart.
and i love it when i log on
and it says i have 4 new messages
and they are all from him saying how much he loves me.
I love him just as much if not more.
i cant wait until the day i can see him.
i love you Mikie.
