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Pg. 1
"The story begins with a kid,
Average height, average weight,
Blue eyes, brown hair with a blond tint.
Labeled "bad kid", "loner", "outcast", et cetra.
He mostly wore black pants (mostly tripps),
usually paired with some sort of Band shirt.
He listens to metal, emo, punk rock, etc.
Just the average teenager.
But his real story begins here;
As he walks into the school he previously attended.
He walked through the doors and his old friends greeted him,
But, something was different.
He got the feeling of being lost and confused.
Days went by and everything seemed to get worse and worse.
He has trouble catching up, he feels that his friends have ditched him
and that he had no one there to catch him if he falls.
Then, one day, he met this girl. . . ."

Pg. 2
"Skinny, kinda short, brown and blond hair,
blueish eyes, wore about the same type of clothing as he.
She was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.
They began talking, and every time he talked to her,
everything wrong went right.
But he didn't know that she felt the same.
As they both grew closer and closer,
the feelings they had for each other grew and grew.
'Till one day, the boy couldn't take it
he had to have he, so he asked her out and she said yes.
It was the happiest day of his life!
So, as the days pass they fall farther and farther in love.
To him, it was like a dream come true,
even though his life got worse he always had her.
Knowing that, he continued going on.
As the weeks passed by, everything went bad in both his and her life,
but their love was as strong as ever.
But, depression reared it's ugly head,
he told no one. . ."

Pg. 3
"As his pain grew and grew,
he got more and more sick of living.
She told him to hold on, everything would be fine,
but he didn't think it'd be ok.
The months passed by and his love grew for her,
but he got much, much worse.
She could see how depressed he was but,
she didn't know what to do.
She eventually confronted him about it.
After days of asking he finally broke down and told her everything.
He said, "I just don't know what to do anymore, I have very few friends, no body likes me, I know you can do much better than me, and, I just wanna die."
She was amazed by how sad he really was but she assured him that none of that was true and that he was all she ever wanted and all she'd ever need.
She made him feel a little better.
A few weeks later, something horrible happened.
As the girl walked into his house to see him, he had left a not at his bed-side table with a note saying-"

Pg. 4
" "Dear love:
I have gone to my hiding place to get away for a while.
I'll be back soon baby, stay at my house and make yourself at home.
Bye, I love you."
As she slowly teared up and started to cry, he walked up to her and gave her a hug from behind.
In shock, she couldn't move.
Silently, in her ear, he said to her " There's nothing wrong baby, no need for tears.
I told you I'll be right here with you forever."
As she started to ball her eyes out, he turned her around and kissed her on the forehead and gave her a big, strong hug.
The girl said, "I'll never let go."
"You never have to", he responded.
As they both lay down, they slowly start to kiss and everything get's touchie-feelie.
She has never felt this way before.
As he started to kiss down her neck and onto her chest, she gets butterflies and her body starts to tingle with such delight.
She never wants it to end. . ."

Pg. 5
" So, he took off her shirt, and started to kiss slowly up and down her stomach.
The butterfly sensation made her flesh burn inside her.
He went further and further and no matter how much it hurt, she knew its what she wanted and what he wanted.
The next day, as they both awoke, she turns over and kisses him and says "I love you."
"I love you too", he said.
As a few weeks pass he seems to be happier and more loving toward the girl.
This carries on for about a month or two.
Everything seems to be better, but she walks to his house one afternoon and enters his room and finds him laying still and pill bottles everywhere.
A note was beside him saying, "Baby, I'm so sorry, but I can't go on.
This all is too hard, I just cant take it anymore.
I love you more than anything in this entire world.
I just wish you could realize that you really and truly are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I love you baby,
Always and forever." "

Pg. 6
"She started to cry and immediately called '911', they rushed over.
She stays with him in the hospital for days on end, she refuses to leave his side.
She screams at the top of her lungs, " I'll never let go! I'll never let go!"
Weeks pass by and the doctor says he'll never make it.
She bursts into tears and screams, "You promised! I kept mine, you keep yours! Baby, please, wake up!"
There was no response.
She holds him by the hand and kisses him throughout the day.
The doctors come in and tell her that they have to pull the plug.
She holds onto him with all he might, "I'll never let go. . ."
He moves his hand to her side and says, "You never have to."
The doctors quickly examine him and sends him home.
She was so happy and he got sent to a few counseling camps.
He was finally happy after all, and he told the girl; "Baby, you're all that I ever needed."

The End