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Today, i sat down and wondered, why am i in the world.
when i was searching through the many islands i could visit, i entered one that struck an interest in me, and i entered it, not realizing when i entered id meet the one i loved.
There was two people there, and one of them, i saw her, and was in love, apprently she loved me to, but we kept it to ourselves for awhile
One day, i decided to ask her out, she said yes.
For the first time in awhile, i was happy, until one day.......
.......We were talking and she had met my daughter, who became her friend, and without knowing the truth, she broke up with me on account of someone saying i was cheating on her...which wasnt true at all, the person who told her was someone id never met...but she trusted that random person over me...so...we stayed apart for a few days...until we got back together, and i was happy again...over time there was alot of random girls saying i was cheating on christa with them because they wanted to date me......
......while we apart...i was going to kill myself because i hated that misery...but my friends cared about me and told me not to, they stalled me as did my older brother, who killed himself a few months back, and i realized i exsist to bring happiness to others, but just suffer in the end.....
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