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The day in the life of Stella.

Just poetry and what not that comes to me at random intervals of time when I'm sittin' in my good ole' computer chair.

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No title again. =/ Staring at these open wounds. Blood bubbling over my skin. Tilted head, outstretched arm. Bruised wrist, broken nails, bloodied skin, and open wounds. Curious really how all this happened in one simple hour. I can't really recall why it all went down.. Stinging pain. Swallow a scream. Thoughts overpowered by the pain. It's taking over. Who knew pain was so strong. It takes over everything. Your mind. Your body. Everything. Who knew. It's like it has it's own military. Fighting a war against you. I wonder when it'll stop bleeding. I wonder if the pain will subside. I won't take anything. Let's see how my body's military fights off this inner militia. It's like Stella war one. Go figure. My body like the earth. Like a battlefield. Who could've figured it that way. I hope I'm not the first. That'd just be mad.

Posted by: Stellalicious Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 01:12am

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 05:09pm


	D= I like it, but did something happen?!

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:29pm


	I sliced my hand on some glass that was frozen into the fridge so yeah....xD

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:32pm


	Ooooww.. Dx I'm sorry to hear that.

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:34pm


	It didn't really hurt that bad. xD

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:35pm


	=/ Alright.

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:36pm


	=D

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:39pm


	..xD I think you just have a higher tolerance of pain than I do.

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:41pm


	shrug I might. You never know. I used to take ciggarete butts to my hand from this asswhole of a boyfriend I used to have, so I probably do.

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:42pm


	o.o Yeah.

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:48pm


	nodnod Those hurt to. Dx

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:49pm


	Yeah, they do.

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	Glomp

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:53pm


	Falls.

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:56pm


	o.o blink I keep getting distracted...D=

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:57pm


	By what?

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:04pm


	It's better to ask what isn't distracting me. T-T I ran out of my ADHD pills so..yeah. xD

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:04pm


	Ohhhh. Sounds like fun, really.

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:07pm


	xD You should've seen me in geometry. He gave me a sheet of paper and I colored each block so it made this huge picture. xD

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:10pm


	=O That sounds cool!!

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:15pm


	It was, but my spanish teacher took it. D= So I tried making another and she hit me with a marker, a ruler, a sharpie, and finnaly a cup. Dx

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:18pm


	Thats mean. >=/

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:20pm


	I know! Then I threw the marker back at her and she sent me to the office. -_-

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:21pm


	..XD That sucks.

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:22pm


	Yeah, I have lunch detention for like a week. -_- Imma just throw food at people. nodnod

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:23pm


	What is lunch detention, exactly?

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:25pm


	I sit all alone at a lunch table while a teacher stands there and lectures me. ^-^ Then I throw food at them and get an office detention. Then I don't show up to that and I get an inschool suspension. Then I act up in there and break stuff and get a dorm suspension, where I'm not allowed in or out of it. xD

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:26pm


	o.o That doesn't sound all that bad.

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:28pm


	Pends who you are. If it was anyone else it would suck. xD

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:29pm


	Maybe.

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:31pm


	I just find it hilarious when teachers get all mad and stuff. xD

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:32pm


	Yeah. I know. xD

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:34pm


	Wait till senior year. xD Imma have the best senior prank.

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:36pm


	Oh yeah? Can I get a preview as to what it will be?

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:37pm


	Beach in the office. xD

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:39pm


	O.O

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:42pm


	nod Artificial sand on the ground, small volleyball net, fake trees, beach balls, pails and shovels. xD

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:44pm


	That sounds like alot of stuff. Will you have help?

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	Hopefully. xD

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Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:45pm


	Good.

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	Yup.

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