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A little song I wrote.
I'm going to arrange melody as soon as I find it.

I wish I could turn back time, I wish I could take back my words.
But I can't.
What's done is done.
And I set myself a trap.
A maneater.
Who eats up everything I say.
Suffocating me as I plunge into this hole.

How did it get to this?
How did I not see that coming?
Why did I continue to let myself become intoxicated?
I don't understand who I am anymore.
I just wanna watch you fall...
I just wanna watch you fall down with me.
As hard as it sounds.

Did you set me up?
How did you plan this?
Why do I hurt when I feel so numb?
Why do these questions linger?
When I can't answer questions of my own?

How did it get to this?
How did I not see that coming?
Why did I continue to let myself become intoxicated?
I don't understand who I am anymore.
I just wanna watch you fall...
As hard as it sounds.
Fall with me.

And I can't see myself anymore.
It's dark down here.
Where did you go?
Was it all a lie?
Why can't I see myself cry?

I wanted you to be the one to fix my wings.
It's too dark down here.
It's everything I've feared.
Why do you run away when I need your help?
Why don't you fix me up?
Why did I break up inside?

How did it get to this?
How did I not see that coming?
Why did I continue to let myself become intoxicated?
I don't understand who I am anymore.
I just wanna watch you fall...
As hard as it sounds.
Fall with me.