In life, I'm a shadow. My heart is a deep dark hole.... But in my dreams.....
there is a light. The light grows as I dream and dream. I love no one anymore.....
not even myself.... I always hated myself....
Except in my dreams when your real self is still there.....
YOU were the one I admired, but now you are just someone I admire in my dreams. I thought you were strong, brave, funny, but most of all the one....
But you left me... so how I can I love anymore? You felt my pain.... you felt alone just like me...... You cared for me the most..... Every time I was in trouble, YOU were there to help me. Every time I got lost, YOU found me. Every time no one saw me, YOU were the only one who can see me. But you left me in the dark and now I'm lost and your not there to find me this time. Now my happiness is only a dream.....
and now that I woke up from my slumber....
I only see myself as a shadow.....
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My lonely,dark,cold life as a lone survivor.How my parents were killed and my adventures I have gone through.
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