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-So, do you think this is my dream? Is this the way I always wanted to live? No!
Well, I had hope, I came here thinking I was going to be someone, Lola did too.
But this is all we can get, we're just toys for someone pleasure, empty and smiling...always smiling...
We don't dream anymore, that is a luxury we can't have. We only get more hurt if we do, so...you just let things go, first your savings, your home, food....and all the rest, until you realize you will never be something else...so just stop trying...
oh! have you ever seen a designer with no clothes? Hey! I worked an entire night to get my paper and pencils! Something so stupid!
And then he comes saying he wants to help me? He's not thinking about me! He's thinking how lonely he feels by night! So he get a Pet! I'm Fenix, the professor's pet, hi!
That's why taking the decision was so easy...I'm too coward to kill myself, so I'm just letting me die...that's it. Now I'm just trying to help Lola before I go, she deserves it....-

-He never cries, he should be one of us to taste his power...-Thought the vampire.