Love is a challenging thing to try and pull through. Especially when you find yourself falling knee-deep into some unexplainable darkness. You try and you try and you try to pull yourself out. But you can't. You just keep sinking and sinking.
Finally, you become waist deep in something that you can't begin to comprehend. And then it hits you.
You're in love.
And then your love begins to blossom explosively because you are able to give that love to someone else.
But what's greater than giving love? Getting it back in return.
Then somewhere amongst the loving relationship, your heart is ripped to bits and pieces and you are left standing there with no reason on why that happened because your partner won't be tough enough to just tell you why.
Instead they keep telling you they still love you and didn't mean to hurt you, but for some reason, they won't be with you. But they don't know why any of it happened. They have no idea.
But in all honesty, it's a load of crud. Because seriously... There's always a reason for everything.
An idealistic world, right? Well, that's how it works sometimes.
And in the meanwhile, your so-called "love" is off with someone else claiming their love for them, but at the same time, still saying they love you.
Your head begins to throb with pain and your mind goes blank.
And then it hits you.
You're in the darkness. Your heart has swallowed you up whole. Leaving nothing but pain and sorrow for you to hold on to.
If only you had a reason.
If only he'd said he didn't love you anymore.
If only he would just admit to the reasons on why he left you.
If only life were that simple.
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She sits there broken in a far off land As he pulls away and lets go of her hand Without even a glance he leaves her banned Banned from his life in the sinking sand She sits there thinking, what did I do wrong It is all gone what lasted so long I don’t want to get through this I don’t want to be strong It was all so good, how can it be gone
He said he loved her in so many ways She fills up with tears, they stream down her face She sits there can’t seem to leave her place Seconds feel like hours, hours like days
People stare as they walk right by But the tears keep on falling, there’s nowhere to hide She wants to leave but to the bench she’s tied And his non-presence sits right by her side
Sugar Dive · Wed Nov 19, 2008 @ 02:00pm · 0 Comments |