So alone without you. I wish I had done so much More to keep you in my life. My sadly misplaced love.
I sit here in the oddness That is me and think of the days In my life when I held you close. When we where as one.
I remember your soft smile, And your endless eyes. You seem to always make Everything feel ok. You had that power over That place once called ours.
But that was song long ago, So much has changed since those days. You are no longer next to me, I no longer see this place as I did when I was with You my long lost love.
The tears fall from me like rain. They have for all time since The last time I held your hand. Since the last time I saw your smile And felt you soft lips.
I have no idea where you have gone off to. I hope where ever it might be you are ok. I hope you are waiting there for me to Find my way back into your arms.
It is all that I have left, The hope that you and I will be as one again In this life or the next. I am so sorry for all that I did To drive you away.
Regret is all that I face Now as I stand here alone. It is all that I have left. It is all that I breathe.
I hope you are somewhere else, Living the life I could not give you. Maybe someday soon I will find The way to give you all that You deserve, all that you need.
Whether it is in this life or the next I will keep believing That I can Get there someday, someway.
I will keep the love we had deep inside Me, so that it will always remain. I hope you do the same where Ever you have gone off to my love.
I am so alone without you, It is my home, my god.
Lingering on, Until the day we are as one Again, here I will remain......
Sugar Dive · Sat Nov 15, 2008 @ 04:33am · 1 Comments |