Well this is the first post of my journal...lets make it a good one!
The guild that I made is doing great. We have active members and the role play I made in there is going great. I am kinda falling a bit behind on the trials I was going to do but hopefully I can catch up sometime today. Yeah my poor demon character was totally betrayed and she got her a** beat. It was kinda sad but me and Michael thought it was awesome ^_^.
Something that has been worry me for a while is that I cannot sleep. I mean this would not be a problem normally but when I go to bed with Josh I turn into someone else its very scary and I dont know what to do about it. We get into fights every night that I go to bed because of it. Its getting to the point where I am afraid of going to bed because I dont want to keep him awake and have him get hurt at work because he is too tired to do his job. For as long as I can remember I have been afraid to fall asleep, after my time in california it has gotten worse. I dont understand why. I mean maybe it is because I dont trust anyone here, I mean I used to but I learned you can never really trust anyone. I guess I am gonna have to spend the rest of my life staying up till 4:00 am.
The guild that I made is doing great. We have active members and the role play I made in there is going great. I am kinda falling a bit behind on the trials I was going to do but hopefully I can catch up sometime today. Yeah my poor demon character was totally betrayed and she got her a** beat. It was kinda sad but me and Michael thought it was awesome ^_^.
Something that has been worry me for a while is that I cannot sleep. I mean this would not be a problem normally but when I go to bed with Josh I turn into someone else its very scary and I dont know what to do about it. We get into fights every night that I go to bed because of it. Its getting to the point where I am afraid of going to bed because I dont want to keep him awake and have him get hurt at work because he is too tired to do his job. For as long as I can remember I have been afraid to fall asleep, after my time in california it has gotten worse. I dont understand why. I mean maybe it is because I dont trust anyone here, I mean I used to but I learned you can never really trust anyone. I guess I am gonna have to spend the rest of my life staying up till 4:00 am.
