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Im The Oldest Out Of Three Sister, Also An Identical Mirror Twin.
Im The Oldest Then Its My Sister Yes Where Both 20,
Then My Midle Sister Who Is 18, And My Baby Sister Who Is 14.
Our Mother Wasnt Always A Cold Hearted B**ch,
But After Awhile Thing Changed.

At 7yrs old I pretty much was doing the cooking, the cleaning
and takeing care of my two littlle sisters.
i was real quite as a child but at the same time out going
and got things done that need to be done..
( also yea school was hell'a boring but i had rather be at school then
home. thats why at 13 i ended up in the hospital with emergancy surgry
because of seveir stomach pain it was my gall blader that was
e-roded (sp) so now i have a scare that gose acrossed
half of my stomach even thow i woke up in pain i still went to school, even then i was sent home due to high fever and vomiting.
it got so bad my mother had to take me end because all i could do
was scream and roll on the floor, even when they did the ulltra sound
it felt like they where stabing me ( and usaly ultra sounds dont hurt)

but things got worse my sister who is 18 now,
got alot of the physical abuss, but Me and her got alot taken out
on us , we went threw all types of abuss our mother beat her
but she would have a friend beat the crap out of me because
" she couldnt deal with it "..
also i dont rember much of the sexuall abuss due to the fact
i blocked most of it out and dont wish to rember
our mother would have differant men coming in and out of the house
she would pass out on her " sleeping meds" and they where free to do
anything to use.

our mother told me that i was the main reason why her life
was so ******** up.

but what i dont get is why she only targeted me and my 18 yr old sister

our baby sister was spoiled and my twin sister was off doing her
own thing. but she was the only one that didnt get help

our mother sent my little sister, middle sister and me to out of state treatment , the little one got to go back home.

i wasnt so lucky i spent my 15th yr in out of state cause of our mom,
i then was placed into foster care up untill i tured 18.
but our mother cut off contacted with me and my little sisters
but i still had contacted with my 18 yr old sister because we sneacked contacted with each other.
but my little sister was in our mothers grasp
so i didnt get to see her untill this year it took 5 yrs just to get
a one on one contack woth my 14 yr old sister.

ok thats alit about me in the scoop
write more later
~ Mia ( yes i go by mia)