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well last night Austin call me at 11:09pm we didn't get off till 11:19.pm. 10min...it was worth it .........but there something ...about it..........the last thing i heard him say to me..........was i love you..........i wanted to cry in my bed..........really and don't call me Emo or a cry baby...i will kick your a**! lol..but the truth was .....i wanted to be in his arms....i wanted to be held really tightly and him tell me that i was gonna be okay......
he the only guy who tells me i love you...calls me sexy ..and all that .........my boyfriend peter don't even do that ....=(....i know Bloomfield would find it silly and tell me that I'm stupid but i just...want to be with Austin....i could go back to sleep after i was done talking to him.....i finally fell back to sleep at like..um lets say midnight...
all that was going through my mind was Austin.......and i heard a saying ...if you cant get someone out of your head maybe their suppose to be there.....T.T....this is why i hate long distance ..if i had a choice..id break up with peter and go and move to New York and live with Austin ... that the truth......