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Sometimes I really get in my element academically. Today in english I was just channelling the weirdest bullshit about this poem we read, finding meaning in the grammatical structure rather than the words, and it was... I don't know. Even writing it down, I could feel myself get hot and I could feel myself blush. It was weird. And then, saying it out loud (I always share my thoughts with the class) the same thing happened, I was totally confident, but I suddenly got really hot and flushed, even though I was more excited than embrarressed. To my benefit, I sounded smart enough that no one questioned me. I found numerous problems with my theory as I was saying it, but I ignored them and everyone else did too.
Truth is, I sometimes get like that when I hit an idea. Maybe I'm not really smart, I'm just possessed by the dead ghosts of smart people. Really complex ideas will just come to me and come out of my mouth smooth and fast. I don't even think.
that's right.
******** pretending to be normal. I'm ******** smart and I will FLAUNT IT LIKE A POMPOUS ********.
