Im very sad today.
My cousin Kaden who is four is moving in with his grandparents
I lived with my grandparents for 5 years
i know how hard it is.
I dont want kaden to go through that.
it kills me to know that he has to
he is very excited but i dont think he knows
he is staying there for awhile.
My cousin (his mom) feels thats she has failed as a parent
and yet tonight when they come to pick him up
she is going to go to a party to get drunk.
I personally feel that she needs to grow up a little
and take full responsibility of her own son.
I am going to miss kaden alot.
im pretty sure our whole house will.
Kaden is one of the sweetest kids i know.
when he smiles i smile.
he is the reason i laugh while i cry.
i dont want him to leave.
and my stepmom is having attitude.
it kills me to know that we are going downhill.
and there isnt much i can do to help.
I dont want anyone to hurt.
I dont want anyone to cry.
I dont know what to do right now.
I feel that i cant deal with this anymore.
I dont know what to do to get out of this hell hole.
Some say drugs help with this kind of drama.
I dont want to end up like the rest of my family.
I understand that I may not make some of the
best choice but for me it is the best i can do.
Im tired of all the unneeded pressures.
im tired of the dumb fights and excuses.
I stay up with my aunt almost everynight and we just talk.
I tell her everything.
I tell my cousin Brittany everything also.
I know it sounds bad but right now they are more family
to me than my own family.
Brittany is like a sister to me.
It kills me when she is sad.
I love my family to death but i can take the crap anymore.
I need a way out.
I need it fast.
I need it now before i make choices that can ruin me.
I dont want to end up a disaster like my parents.
it is really easy for me to get drugs right now.
I so would do it but I know i shouldnt and so I dont.
I love my family way to much for that.
help me.
My cousin Kaden who is four is moving in with his grandparents
I lived with my grandparents for 5 years
i know how hard it is.
I dont want kaden to go through that.
it kills me to know that he has to
he is very excited but i dont think he knows
he is staying there for awhile.
My cousin (his mom) feels thats she has failed as a parent
and yet tonight when they come to pick him up
she is going to go to a party to get drunk.
I personally feel that she needs to grow up a little
and take full responsibility of her own son.
I am going to miss kaden alot.
im pretty sure our whole house will.
Kaden is one of the sweetest kids i know.
when he smiles i smile.
he is the reason i laugh while i cry.
i dont want him to leave.
and my stepmom is having attitude.
it kills me to know that we are going downhill.
and there isnt much i can do to help.
I dont want anyone to hurt.
I dont want anyone to cry.
I dont know what to do right now.
I feel that i cant deal with this anymore.
I dont know what to do to get out of this hell hole.
Some say drugs help with this kind of drama.
I dont want to end up like the rest of my family.
I understand that I may not make some of the
best choice but for me it is the best i can do.
Im tired of all the unneeded pressures.
im tired of the dumb fights and excuses.
I stay up with my aunt almost everynight and we just talk.
I tell her everything.
I tell my cousin Brittany everything also.
I know it sounds bad but right now they are more family
to me than my own family.
Brittany is like a sister to me.
It kills me when she is sad.
I love my family to death but i can take the crap anymore.
I need a way out.
I need it fast.
I need it now before i make choices that can ruin me.
I dont want to end up a disaster like my parents.
it is really easy for me to get drugs right now.
I so would do it but I know i shouldnt and so I dont.
I love my family way to much for that.
help me.
