Okay, so let us begin today's journal, or whatever I feel like manipulating it into.
So, nothing has changed in my life, but I must wish to all my follow canadians , "HAPPY TURKEY DAY" // "HAPPY THANKSGIVING."
And to my American friends, happy soon to be Thanksgiving.
I just realized! My one year anniversary with my boyfriend is soon. Oct 24. heart Yay, I'm so excited. :3
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Moving on! ^^
I decided to give you another piece of writing!
But remember, if you copy my writing you will be sued if you attempt to publish or pass it off as your creation. The copyrights stay with me, the author.
"Unlike things you'd think,
Almost every little thing they do pushes me to a deathly brink.
There is no water to drink,
Without feeling self concious.
There's no safe place for me,
As they perform all these touches.
They do not realize I'm dying inside,
That there's no place to hide.
I can't save myself from me, let alone them.
They do not see what I long for,
They just lust for more.
They do not feel for what I craving, compassion; endless emotional loving.
I just want a hug not anything above.
I don't want their self pleasure of using me.
I do not want to be a rug so they can walk all over me. They do not apprecaite me for what I am,
Let alone for what I have.
They want to think they're a man, but they're just boys. Manipulating boys.
Using me like toys.
I do not want all of this pain.
I do not want my self to drain.
But the more they do it,
The more they tear me apart, bit by bit.
I have my lover, they can't take that spot.
There's no use of trying to make me all hot,
They're less then I've got. I have him.
And I let them know that.
But they don't care, they offer to share.
But I don't want that.
I refuse to give myself to them.
I'll say it, I'll yell it, I'll write it in pencil, or pen.
And I do mean what I say.
Living by these words I give to you today.
This is no price to pay,
But rather a relief.
Express myself without doubt.
Till they read this,
They won't know what it's about.
It's about my words.
My true words.
I do not wish for their foul company,
I do not want any."
This was written in September, so not new per say.. Anyways, cya next time! smile
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