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I remember last year... I pretty much choked and went lower than I should have. I blame the girl who sang too high in front of me... stare So I wanted to make a diffrence and actually make it this year. I look around in the car and we go to a high school. My mom finally realized that we were suppose to go to a middle school. (HOW DOES SOMEONE MAKE THAT MISTAKE?!) I thought it was karma trying to tell me not to join. I look at my necklace saying I'm not going to give up in my head. I was forced to call my dad since my mom didn't have the directions. Finally, we went there and I saw so many kids in the gym. Mostly I like it loud, but the gymnasium was too much for me. I thought I was going to scream my brains out! IT WAS SO LOUD!!! I saw Valerie, Karina, and my choir director and we got things started. When it was my turn, I got so nervous, my heart began to pound so hard, I thought I was going to faint. The ladies were even messing up the room I was suppose to go to. I began thinking,God, why are you torturing me like this?! I just want to get this over with! We finally found my room and I began to sing. I felt like a total wreck but some reason, I was DANCING!!! I had never danced before, I don't even dance because I can't, but I did. Well, what happened, was that I made it. So ha! Take that karma! I totally kicked your butt! (I probably shouldn't have said that...)