I miss you... I wish you were here with me right now, I'm always crying at night and my father would barely look at me. He never says "I love you" or hug me, or kiss me when I needed it the most... I miss the way you laugh, the way you hug me, the way you say "I love you", the way you smile, and the way you would say "Nothing is going to happen, I'll always be there for you."
But.... What happened? I can't see you anymore... I can't hear you, I can't touch you or be near you... I miss you mother and I love you with all my heart. I wish you can come back and visit... I had a dream about you last night. We were at home and you were alive, you looked like nothing had ever happened to you, and you were smiling. Hot tears ran down my cheeks and I hugged you, and you hugged back. Everything felt like it should be, me and you and no one else. When I woke up I let out a horrifying scream of "No" because I knew that I was back to my nightmare again... and my nightmare is reality... Please... Please come back... Come back to me mother...
Your One and Only Daughter,
Elsi
Elsi
P.S. My heart is aching and it will never stop till you are back...
