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**THIS ISN'T A POEM!!!!***

I'm SORRY!
I truly deeply mean this!
If I've hurt you in any manner I'm truly deeply
sorry!
I never meant any of those cruel words or actions
I feel so miserable
I'm not a destroyer.
I'm a creator a provider of love.
I repent all my sins so I'll rip them
off my shoulder
no longer will I hurt anyone
not anymore.
This isn't how I am!
my mind is a complex thing
not even I understand it!
I'm not the hate filled
woman I once was!
I've turned over a new leaf
I'm trying to lead a better life.

My dearest friends I'm sorry if I've hurt you
emotionally, physically, or, even mentally
My inner demons have token over me
and the dreaded darkness has consumed me
my scars will never heal.
I don't want to lose the people that I care for anymore
not anymore.... I lost the majority of them back then, and I never said good-bye.
If I find all the people that I lost I'll be happy, and I'll never let them go
If I can be reunited with them I'll cry tears of joy.


My heart's distortions are shattered.
No one heal me.
I hate the person I am.