The phone bill came in the mail today... I'm now totally ********. I owe my dad about $352 for a Parent Plus loan refund, and now a $300 phone bill. And that's just my cell phone... and then another $90 for the home phone. Where am I going to get the money for college? At $17,000 a year...god, my country is ******** me...for fun it seems. The Financial Aid office will work with me to an extent, but the bank won't. I. am. totally. ********. The world winked and smiled when I got into college, then turned around and gave me a big middle finger. I'll need to take out personal loans for a car... or a motorcycle. But I'll probably have to go with a ******** car because the roads are so slick in the winter. I CAN'T AFFORD TO LIVE BY MYSELF!!!! I don't even have a job yet...
Help me. I'm scared. I think I'm going to go insane at this rate. I don't want you to suffer if I'm in a bad mood. I'm going to explode sooner or later, and I don't want you to see me like that.
Ky_the_22nd · Sun Oct 05, 2008 @ 03:22am · 0 Comments |