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for most people, the series of complaints will never end. the father is more over bearing then normal due to problems with the house and the mother. the youngest is effected too. I am in the cross fire even if i'm no where it. i get sucked in and the only relief is to just write. write about all of this, but for some reason, it only helps with only a little bit of her feelings. the youngest, me, is being choked to death by school and the parents. along with the older sister. again. her mistakes are making it hard for me to do anything. i find it hard to find anything without this lack of freedom. not only that, since the older sister is being held back, the youngest sister has to share the same school. with only 3 years apart from each other, if the oldest sister did her part right, there would still be one year of both of us together in the same school. the sister has messed up big time. now i have to be watched and act differently because she's there. my character will be supressed this way. soon it will die if i don't find freedom or find a way to let all of my characters out some how. i'll fight to keep it alive.