I fail, just a few minutes ago I smashed the tv and ripped the closet door off the hinges , and then bashed my brothers bed until it broke with a ladder.
I just snapped..I have a bad temper online and offline.. I can't control it. I am a tarot card reader..I do many readings for others, but I got curious for myself..my worst fear laid before me..in my reading one of my next suicide attempts will not fail..
Mum did tell me one of her last dreams was me in a casket in a white dress..
I am on pills and I am in therapy I don't understand..so many negative cards in one reading my heart went cold when I saw 9 of swords , death..3 of sword..the moon..and so many more which I am to rambled up to put in order and say.
Others say they are just cards and don't believe. Of course those people are ignorant and don't know s**t.
None of my readings have ever been wrong..
I hate myself I don't wanna do readings anymore, but my mum still wants me to continue I honestly get scared when I see death among people I know.
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Your reading is not solid though. As long as you dont attempt, you will not die. Stay with us Neji-chan ^^