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really dont know anymore
my life seems pretty screwed up @ times i try my best to make amensd with myself and the ppl ive hurt but wuts the point when they dont want s**t to do with u. people you love wont always be there by your side everyday so you have to try your best to get over it and do whatever you can to see them. i try to hang on to the friendships i have but distance isnt always 1 of my strong points. in time my life will fall into place but rite now its just....idk im just waitin 4 that mornin when i wake up in my coolio apartment. with my best friend next to me greeting me witha a glass of oj. and i would have so many mixed emotions @ once the only response i would be able to come up wit would be

"mmmm i luv me some o.j. "

im waiting for the day i get away from this gay a** town and the only thing im worried about is what awesome "adventure" are we gonna imbark on today wether it be school or just random stupid stuff i know its gonna be a hell of alot better than life is right now

everyday i hope that this drem will become a reality but whos to say wether it will be or not