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The look in her face
So priceless and sweet
Her fearful eyes welling up with tears
Her lip quivering in terror and fear
If only I had a camera to capture this moment

Her eyes move from the the blade to my face
I grin as to say, "No worries, you're safe!"
I see her looks saying, "God no, please save me."
Why is this expression on all their faces
Every girl I try to express my love to
They all eventually scream in horror
Why can they not except my love?

I lean down to her
She tries to back away
Her soft skin so white and clean
It needs to be washed
Washed with her what can only make her more beautiful

I say, "I love you."
She begins to cry and pray to her god
I respond, "I am god here; I will pass your judgement."
Her tears glisten so amazingly with her sweet tender flesh

I kiss her softly on the lips
Her moans muffled
Our lips depart and make a soft smacking sound
I lift my blade and cut into her cheek
These lips should be mine because they are so sweet

Blood drips from her chin
No longer can I tell if she is smiling
I can't asker because she no longer has lips to form the words
I just smile and kiss the bloody teeth now exposed

I lightly push her back onto the bed
Mind you, if it has a plastic cover
Who said love wasn't messy?
She squirms in pain
Gurgling on her blood
Such a sweet sound

I open her shirt and stare at her exposure
There was no pervertion in my glare
I stared no are her breasts
I stared at her still beating heart
The glory of it all
The beauty of the thing that hold her to her existance

I run my fingers along your chest and under her left breast
Oh, the love I will express

You slowly stop kicking and screaming
This is exceptance of her fate
No, this is not right
I must remind her she lives
I think this removal of the hair
Her amazing golden blond hair
This will show she lives
This will show I love her

Her crying out in agony as the blade cuts
The skull coming into view
Oddly it isn't like lifting carpet from the ground
It feels like it is attached with glue
Once it is finally removed
The red and white are so smooth

Touch the now warm and bloody blade to her stomach
It twitches with excitement
Or was it an attempt to get away?
No matter
I am winning her over anyway

I smile gently to her
I know she feels my love
The blade now drawing her blood
I feel her body screaming

I circle around her belly button
Ah, only a few more inches
Look at the blood seeping out of this thin little slit!

I kiss the cut softly
I raise my face up to her's
It's eye's closed
Was my love too much?

No matter
I reach my hand into her
The warmth of her is so amazing!
I know she must love me
This is no lie
Your insides tell me the truth

I feel around for it
Liver, no
Overies, no, too low
Appendix, no
Intestines, hell no

There!
Up higher is where it is
And into the ribs and passing up the lungs
Oh, there it is!

I touch it softly and correst it
I feel it moving and softly pumping
This heart is such a young and strong one
It is even matching the beating of my heart beat

It is a lovely begining of an relationship for you and me
So sweet and inoccent as you can see
I tear this heart out
I look at your body squirm
I know stare at it with lusty desire

I take one bite
That is not enough
I take another bit
Still, this is too little
The other two chambers leaking your love
I must devour them too
Oh my love

I take the last bit of your heart in
I feel it beating within me
The sound of it pumping to the beat of my rythm
You are now a part of me