Today was pretty much the worst day of my life.
Let me tell you about it if you don't mind
My loving & caring mom is in prison camp....
She has been sentenced to a year & three months starting today September 23,2008
I can't believe this happened.What's worst is it was all a big mistake over some bullshit.Im so pissed that im taking my anger out on anyone that even mentions anything about my mother.
I mean it couldn't get anymore ******** up..Oh wait it did.Im forced to leave my home because I need an adult/guardian watching over me.Like that is gonna make it any better.Basically I have to leave all my friends,Take all my stuff, And GTFO of my own house!.
Im going to be living with my uncle who's pretty cool and with his wife who needs an attitude adjustment....Pretty much she's a smoking drinking whore.
I hate it when she needs to smoke It reminds of when I was like that.
I always needed to smoke (im not talking about tabacco either D smile
The ******** point is im bitchy and a ******** wreck right now!
All I really need is people to be there for me which is not happening right now.
Im probably going to replace pain & anger with drugs, It's pretty much my only option at the moment.
I can't really say im ok ,so im not going to lie
Thanks for reading my bitchy journal entry feel free to put me down or be very negative It's not really what I need ,but I'll see who's true colors will show
Till later
 Reikizuna · Wed Sep 24, 2008 @ 02:59am · 4 Comments |
