[******** I'm just so frustrated right now that I have to blog on it somewhere.
Maybe one day he will find this and realize how pissed I am tonight, but it would wear off tomorrow. I can't even make him understand how I feel. Girls are just that different.
I love you and all but what the ********? Not talking to me for 2 days with out returning my calls is like a slap to my face. Are you dead? Talk to me and tell me your alive at least, and keep your goddamn word when you tell it to me. I feel more the same then ever I just can't keep up with a lifestyle that is only 1/8 of me. It's sicking because it's the same as last year, no time. I still remember what you said you'd do and what I'm to you. It just doesn't feel like I am anymore and any second your ready to break up with me because you finally know, you don't have the time for me. Maybe that's what you want let me deal with things I can't do, when you just ignore my need for help.
When it's a emergency like when I do move out of town or get disowned.
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