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getting old

Today, being held down, the parents don't shut up. i seem to be getting crazyer every day. as if i wasn't from the start. they don't seem to stop bagging on people. the father is a nerd and the mother is a control freak. the dangers of having parents is nerve wrecking. it's all my sisters fault. if she did what she was supposed to do, then i wouldn't be pulled in the same mess as she is. i was fine on my own, and now that high school is new for me, my parents think they should just drop in to visit my counseler to make sure i'm doing good in school. i know for a fact that high school will be much harder than anything else, but i will try my best even if i have to kill myself. they don't need to kill me anymore than i already am.
The thing is, is that my parents want whats best for me, even though i'm young, i'm old enough to know whats good for me and whats bad for me. I'm smart enough to know. i'm not stupid, but my parents think that. I need more time to think about how i should pass all my classes. things are good so far. i think... i'll just wait and see. my parents are in the prosses in taking over my life. i'll fight for it though. it's my life, not their's. i'll claim it mine.