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Kathryn is so funny. Out of all the ppl that I know, she more than anyone wants me to stop saying sorry as a self-defense mechanism, let me elaborate. After some pretty monumental events that occurred to me not too long ago, my psyche has almost completely reciprocated. In the past I used to be combative, confrontational, aggressive, arrogant, cruel and merciless, now, I avoid whatever kind of confrontation that may occur, even if it is physical and I know I can win. So to avoid any stress, confrontation, disagreement, etc. I just automatically say "sorry" to put the blame upon myself even if there's no way it could have possibly been my fault. So this is what happened last time Kathryn and I had an IM session: (n.b. SweetestSIN is Kathryn, and I am of course ShinsenDomo)

ShinsenDomo: sry to bother you
SweetestSIN623: why sorry?
ShinsenDomo: whens our math test?
SweetestSIN623: wed
SweetestSIN623: stop staying sorry
ShinsenDomo: oh ok
SweetestSIN623: or ill kick your a**
ShinsenDomo: im sry
SweetestSIN623: NO
SweetestSIN623: YOU SAID IT AGAIN
ShinsenDomo: oh i didnt mean to
SweetestSIN623: okay tomorrow theres gonna be some major a** kicking
ShinsenDomo: i apologize
SweetestSIN623: same thing bucko
ShinsenDomo: ok
ShinsenDomo: ill try
ShinsenDomo: really hard
SweetestSIN623: haha
SweetestSIN623: k
ShinsenDomo: im prob not coming tomorrow so ill take a rain-check on that a** kicking
ShinsenDomo: but ill look forward to it on wednesday
SweetestSIN623: okay hawt
SweetestSIN623: k
ShinsenDomo: thanks

Isn't she great folks? Later space cowboy. Adieu.
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