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I'm ******** sick and tired of not having anyone to hold me and tell me that they love me right here right no , someone not of my own blood. Someone who cares about me for no ******** reason , someone who couldn't care less about anything else other than me. I want to be loved right now! I'm tired , I'm lonely , I'm depressed , My hormones are Raging , and all I want to do is ******** slice someones goddamn arms off.

I want to feel the soft silky touch of a girl who loves me , I want to know what it feels like to have a women tell me in my face , "I love you" , I want her to touch my face kiss my face , and tell me those very words , I want someone who can physically touch me , I am tired of being so far away that I cant do anything , tired of getting fired , and tired of being a complete and total loser , I want to fell ******** LOVE!

either I get that feeling and it stays with me everyday , or I start ******** killing people , and then jump off a goddamn cliff!

I cant even see my friends anymore! I'm ******** sick of it! Make ******** time! I sick and tired of not being able to do anything! I'm tired of not having felt what its like to be a ******** a teenager! I never fe;t any joys of growing up! I was born a goddamn adult! I want to ******** destroy the entire ******** world because of it!

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