I recived a phone call last night, from my fathers (Brothers dad, but I call him dad cus that's who he is; Known him since I was 2) girlfriend. And she demanded to speak with my mother. After my mum was off the phone, I asked her "What happened?" The person who called is named Carrie, and she never calls our house it's always my dad who calls. It has never been Carrie. But my mum wouldn't tell me what was going on, "I'll tell your brother and you later," she said. ********, now I have to worrie about it being bad. So I sat there for more then half an hour just thinking of the worst. Is he dead, is he alive, is he hurt? What can I do? Finally my mum said he was okay... And I still though of the worst. "Okay," meaning... "Alive?" I wasn't sure what happened so the stress started to build... When it was time for her to tell me and my little brother all she said was... "He is okay, but we are not sure when you are going to see him again, this time, it's going to be for a long time." I died inside...
Things just keep popping up to make life harder for me. But I can't go on about that, because that's what happens to everyone else. So I know, there are people out there that have the same problem as me.
School, I have to say... Kinda sucked. I kept snapping, and bitting peoples heads on. For those people, I'm sorry (Not that you'll ever read this anyways) But it's just I'm worried about my dad, and what's going on in my future. I'm unemployed, and I'm planning to move out of my parents house this summer... How the ******** did I get myself into this.
About me moving out. I have two other people who want to move in with me. But I'm not sure if I want one of them to move in with me. I'm really against it, and I hate the fact that it may happen. But, I also think about. Would it make living costs cheaper, if the three of us split rent, instead of two? So I have to think of that... And I do, so I'll put up with this problem. Sure, I'd be fine if I hated her for no reason, to let her live with me. Or just didn't like her in general. But I have a reason to hate her. And that reason keeps me far away from us being friends again. For now, she's a close enemy.
I was thinking, if B.C (British Columbia, Canada) Is going to have a major earthquake. And supose this earthquake makes a tsunami. Am I going to be far away enough from the water? I also wish to know when this earthquake is going to take place. I was in class today, and the teacher had put on a video about Tsunami's and I got to see the distruction that is left in its path. Is my family going to be safe? I live by the ocean, and I live in a bowl with mountains all around me. The beach has a large hill that the water would have to go up. And I don't think it would be able to, so I think my family would be okay. The teacher was also talking about Seattle(location USA), and Richmond (location Canada) Will sink into the ocean. That's only because they are on that tectonic plate. Or something like that. And would the rest of B.C. sink with it? Or is it just the places that are flat. I don't know. It just gets me thinking, I'm afraid of water. And I was sitting in class daydreaming before the bell went. Picture yourself getting sweapt out to sea, because the water is like a giant magnet, it just pulls everything back. You don't have a lifejacker. All hope is lost. But before you die, you think about swimming to shore. But you're so far away (this is when my daydream turned unrealistic) That you're now scared that the water will have things that will try and kill you. Not the water itself, but what the water holds... I had to stop daydreaming because I was scaring myself.
But really, how would to survive once everything is destroyed?
Tomorrow is 9/11. I think I am going to do research on 9/11 and Pearl Harbor. Because I heard something about (No offence to Americans) But they where the ones that destroyed the Twins and attacked their own Harbor, just to be in the War. War = Money, does it not? Or maybe not, that's what the teacher said, but I don't get that. How does war = money? Was is chaos and destruction... We use money to wage war, and keep it kindled. So that it lasts longer, or until we over power the enemy. But where does this money come into it? War = Money... War = Less Money is more like it. I don't know...
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