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Dear Diary,
if ur not my friend off Gaia and dunno my real name.then call me Blair.cos i dun give out my real name unless i know u face-face.my day was ok.got up at 7:00am went to school.got home did my work,talked to Lou and here i am.talking to u now...*yay me*any who...Lou is not...not...i dunno but what i can't stand is to see my best friend(ms.geisha)down.trying to pick 2 boys who truly want her.and the worst part...she truly wants both...but truly loves Jamie.maybe her and Carlos can be friends.and her and Jamie bf&gf again...like i said be4.its not like me to confide in anyone.really...its pretty hard for me to trust everyone.no trust in my mom,dad,brother,nor myself for that matter.kinda wired huh?i try to trust Lou and tho shed never do anything to betray me...i just can't seem to trust...from a little girl me and Lou have been taught to only feel for others.kinda sick if u ask me.but for Lou.she tries her hard best to be independent but seems to fail...----no more news

Bye