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You make me sound like such a ******** b***h Kevin. God. Seriously, I had my reasons. If you even listened to them instead of sulking the whole time. I really can't have a boyfriend right now because it interferes with my education. I don't believe you'd act like this. >_< Yeah, I still love you. But as we both know, it will never be the same. And WASTED your time? Seriously, you probably had the most fun you've ever had. Do you really think I wanted to do that? When I told you I loved you - you think that's a lie. Don't you? Plus, I'm not the one who cheated on you. Cybering with other girls is a form of cheating. You think I hurt you. Think about how I felt. Yeah, I knew the whole time you were cheating on me. I was just waiting for you to actually be truthful with me and tell me. And as for the thing in the pm about my internet being down for 7 days, yeah. It was true. No matter how hard it was for you to believe it. AND no. I don't want another boyfriend right now. I'm not that heartless. And yeah, you aren't the only one who got hurt by this. By the way - I'm not the one who was talking to you via pm when we broke up. That was my friend because I couldn't do it. I seriously couldn't. But since I'm a waste of your time. Why should we even be friends. And i'm amazed how quickly you move on and get over this. && Yeah I do see it for your info. I know how bitchy this sounds. But right now i'm really moody and semi-depressed. And since i've broken up with you my life has pretty much fallen apart. Happy? I said it. I know, shocking. You know what? I should've seriously actually stabbed myself. It wouldn't have made a damn difference. Not like you would've cared. Honestly. By the way, how could we stay friends. I'm too much of a waste of time and money for you. >_<;