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My Will
Reality
Reality
none of us actually realizes how crule it is until its too late
and the posin is running through our blood stream
we don't realize the truth in the lie when it is spoken,
only that it is but a lie and we shun it entirly
or maybe it was the lie in the truth that killed her we can not know for certain
all we know is shes dead,
but maybe we don't feel it yet
that sickening feeling that you feel when something has turned to nothing but unpleasant memories
or maybe he didn't mean to kill her or she him
maybe their existence was an acident a lie
like the truth but different
lies are even worse than the truth they ddiserved to know
because it only prolonged the death didnt stop it
and maybe even if the truth was shed they would still be nine feet under reality
we will never know for certain that is what is so crule about it
that even though they are gone and out of our reach we still dont know why we were not allowed to have them and our moments of happiness with them that were ment to be shared
we will never truly understand until they are forgoten and we have completely withered away will we see it wasn't them but us who had truly become deseased
-The truth of the lie is finaly realized but there was really nothing there to begin with

Beauty... what is the meaning of the word? three meanings i personally favor the third, what defines you, what leads you to believe, in that which you receive, is the meaning, the reasoning, behind the find, of human kind

-Insight

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  • User Comments: [1]
    "that sickening feeling that you feel when something has turned to nothing but unpleasant memories"

    felt that before

    comment the destroyer of light · Community Member · Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 08:34pm
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