And I have mixed feelings on the matter, not sure how I feel about it really. Someone finally gave me a conversation they had with him and I felt like crying again. Why was it so hard for him to tell me things? Things he finds it so easy to tell anyone else but me. How can someone really be busy to the point where they can't even explain what the ******** happened?
There is a lot I don't understand and I'll never get any explanation for it, he never told me a lot of things and when it was so very important for him to have been around he wasn't there. The exact same situation I went through with Stan. I had to go to court, he promised me he'd be there and he never was.
We broke up over that.
Now so many years later I try dating again and what happens, I got stood up again.
Jayce Reinhardt · Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 04:05am · 5 Comments |