I'm freaking out!!! Evan asked me to marry him today! I was wondering why he was acting so nice!!! He...augh!!!! And it was right out of the blue! *Kinda* We went out for lunch yeah? and it was fairly kinda expensive. And after a while he started taling about how beautiful I was, and how perfect I was. And it was really making me feel uncomfortable. I mean I like Evan... LIKE I dont love him. And just when I was about to tell him how uncomfortable I was, he took me hand, kissed it, then asked me to marry him! He has a ring and everything!!!! @________________________@ I paniked and I didn't know what to say!!! I wanted to say no, but the words didn't come to me!!! So I just sat there looking like an idiot!!! >_____< And the sad thing is, I sat there in silence for five minutes he didn't get the hint!!! AAUUGGH!!!! I cant beleive this!!!! *Stress stress* So in the end I just shook my head... and the sucky thing was I was crying!!! i dont want to hurt Evan but I dont love him! I love someone else 100 times more! I feel like a b***h!!! He even started crying in the restaurant!!! Then he kept asking what he did! I didin't want to answer so i cried harder and he apologized. Then he begged me to think about it a little bit more... then he took me home in silence. I dont know what to do... I dont love him... and I love someone else... but Evan's so sweet but uber sensitive... I dont know what to tell him...
Broken-Reiko · Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 10:16pm · 0 Comments |