So.. I found out that my first pet, Teddy (the dog who stays with Grandma), probably have at best, two weeks to live. He's been very sick for the past few months. Mom, Aunt Faye, Uncle James, and myself take turns going to help both him and Grandma.
The poor thing can't even walk on his own anymore at this point. We have to pick him up and place him on doggy potty pads for him to go and place him in front of his bowls for food or water.
The vet said we should put him to sleep so he won't suffer anymore. We can't do that to him though. We know he's suffering but to cause him insta-death is just too sad to even consider doing.
What I'm really worried about though is that my Grandma won't take it well and it might cause her to die from sadness. When me and mama moved out of her house, I left Teddy with her so she wouldn't be lonely. She loves him so much and then she'll be alone if he's gone. If it comes down to that, I might just end up moving in with her or at least staying over there most of the week so she's not alone.
She's really not doing well herself. That's why one of us are always over there just to help her walk and stuff too. crying She's so picky with her things, but we've been trying to make room in her home so she can use her electronic wheelchair.
I didn't talk about it before due to not really wanting to grasp the reality of the situation, but now it's really hitting me hard and it could just be period-week making my emo-level alarmingly high, but I really don't know what to do anymore. sad
That is all.
 Sakura Mikage · Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 06:22pm · 0 Comments |
