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Obviously, I'm not satisfied with myself at the moment. I just came in my room after an arguement with my mother, who apparently thinks that I'm the most terrible elder sister ever. My brother is the epitome of irritation, he talks constantly about pointless things. But whenever I get annoyed I seem to be the immature one. How is it that telling an eight-year-old to shut up is mean? How is it that an eight year old is too young to take his punishment without his 'mommy' getting in the way. My God, it's time to grow up and get real!
I'm quite annoyed with him, and with my mother. We always get along well, until she gets to babying my sibling. Then it's just embarrassing because she gets on my case. 'You should be nicer to CJ.' 'You shouldn't lose your temper with CJ.'...
I babysit almost 8 hours a day during the summer. For God's sake, he calls my name every three minutes! To talk about video games! I DON'T CARE! And please, he's not as innocent and sweet as he looks. Those blue eyes can fill with tears on demand, and make promises they don't intend to keep.
He's frighteningly like me in that way.
Ok, rant over. sweatdrop I'm just a little stressed because my trip to Alaska's coming up, and then an exchange student from Germany is coming to live with us for 11 months. She seems nice, but my brother is driving me insane.
I'm starting to rant again, so I'll go now. gonk