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inner souls melody
well basically this journals gonna have lrics of songs to describe what mood im in or poems which i either wrote or liked. i guess it would make sence if i wrote random thoughts here too!
mask of shadows
argh honestly what the hell is the point of having friends? what does friendship actually mean anyhow? i guess i could look it up but im too lazy and my seats all warm now. to tell ya the truth i dont even know why i try so hard to please them i mean i know im a very arrogant and selfcentered person whose spelling is so bad that its effect is worse than the plague, but still is it even worth pleasing someone if you get nothing back? i can see how watching them smiling with true happieness makes it worth while, but what you dont even get that? i hate knowing that my efforts are not good enough for some one i care about or not even knowing if they are. eh i think i quit my bitching for tonight.

What i wear in the light,
is something that is seen as a delight.
What i wear is a mask,
a mask to conceal my destructive past.
I wear it to show im average and ordinary.
Yet when im alone, my mask breaks and falls away,
leaving only a monster that radiates pure arrogance, rage and hate.
This is what i have condemmed myself to.
This is my fate.





 
 
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