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"Fake"




love is not for me
nor will it ever be
this lie is not for me
nor is this wretched life
all of my life, my world
its all a ******** lie
don't try to tell ME different
it wont work
all this does is create a hate from me to u
and it wont disappear
all hate does is fuel people to make enemies
and that will just kill us all
love is not worth anything
nor will it ever be
its just a lie
to cover the hate u want to feel
if you believe that love is everything
you r so wrong
it might b everything to u
but it wont get u anything
anything but a fricken kick in the a**
and that's even if u get anything from it
a battle field is a lot better than this piece of s**t life
and love is nothing to death
death can over come all
it happens to everyone
love happens to the fake few
and i am not a fake anymore
i am a "down with love girl"
and i don't want to change
i might
but the mask will b torn off by someone
someone with good judgment
someone that will be there
not like the fake "significant other"
they can and will leave
the someone that has the good judgment
they will stay and keep you going
all up until the end
either they will be conceived by death
or you
it all depends on who is the weakest
and it will be them
not you
they will die first
so you have no one left
no one to help you anymore
it wont help
but it makes you stronger
if you can overcome
if you are too weak
and relied too much on them
you will perish also
the weak ones rely too much
and they die first
the strong that have too much to do with the weak
also die
if the strong die it is because of the weak
we all rely too much on other people
and it screws us all up
no one has the strength to keep living just for themselves in this day and age
this place is not worth much
its only here so we can find out what we should already know
its also something we can easily destroy
and sometimes it shows us what our true purpose is
but destroying it does nothing but cause pain
and make an angry mob come after you




oh s**t... *looks at everything i wrote* oh s**t......