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Ok! so i have this great boyfriend, and hes super uber awesome (lacks emotion in his voice but other wise...) hes great nice... um not really he a tease, funny, GOD.... pm me and i'll tell, but hes awesome, so im like totaly in love with him,but my EX-boyfriend shows up the otherday! im like OMG no way! your alive! and he comes out and says hes totaly in love with me! and when i dated him i was in love, but his phone was disconected cause his parents are douch fags (i know) and didn't pay the bill! Pissed me off, but he couldn't talk to me, on the phone or internet, but he'd moved away from me and s**t but, he like shows up the other day, like 2 days ago and is all happy and stuff mind you i still have feelings for him cause he was my first love and s**t, but he understood what it ment to be an outcast and he loved me to death! but when we first went out, we had this thing.... he asked for porn for me, and i gave it, parents got involed and he forgot about me, even though i tryed everything to get him back, his new gf dumped him and i got my baby back! i felt like second best but mind you i hate myself! ( myspace just ask). so both of them like when i look at it are eeirly similar!
Ok my new bf lives with his grand father, old lives with grandma. New parents abandoned him, old same thing parents didn't want him. New Oldest out of all girls, old same thing. New loves country and comedy, old same (i had them both on the phone... SCARY thing man!!!!) and the list goes on and on! its really crazy! But the main fact is i love them both the same and i don't know what to do! they both raise my self esteam to like 130% BUT they are teenage boys so they ya know... yeah....but My new bf is like emotionless and my old has too much... they both are in crazy mad love for me... but they both agree i should pick my new bf... cause if we'd stayed together, i'd go to collage for free, and get my medical degree that i wouldn't get anyother way.... and that means the world to me, but if i stayed with my old bf i would get a nice house, some relitives id hate and a loving husband who would help me reach my goal.... but my new one would go off to war, maybe get killed (not likely) but could, leave me alone with kids and a job..... BUT THEIR BOTH BI!!! that made me super happy cause they might share but my new bf thinks the other is a douch bag and my old one is ok with him just jelouse, and i don't know what to do with them its turned into a compition! and its driving me INSAIN! PLZ i need help advice anything......, help im begging!